Dishing The Dirt !

My Final Curtain Call. ;)

2009-07-09T22:37:00.013+08:00

Congratz to the winners! :)

I stand by my comment in The STAR ,You guys really put on an awesome show.

'07....

'08...

Lastly '09!

I've been a Dynamitez Cheerleader for 3 whole years and its heartbreaking that this is my final year.Getting Captain was like winning a Grammy .Seniors trusted me enough to lead a team of 16 girls .Do you know how scary was that???!!! .I'm soooo glad i had the most kick ass awesome Co-Capts in the whole wide world and not to mention the seniors who believed in us through and through :).And the last 9 months were so bittersweet.We cried ,sprained practically every part of our body,shed blood and sweat for this team and we all did it as one.The bond that we shared was like no other.
I literally have not been to class or hanged out with anybody else other than these 16 girls.Although tensions were high at a point but we all had loads of fun times too.On Competition days we gave our absolute best and even when one fell we all carried on as one. Yes, we were sad when we got the results but we gave our absolute crazy best and nobody can say we didn't .
Getting 5th was a blow but i know we had an explosive routine and thats what matters the most.:)

Im still proud of these 16 absolutely crazy clowns .10 injured and we still blew minds in the stadium. BY THE WAY AHHH....i have never laughed my hardest like practically everyday til i joined this Freakin' Awesome TEAM!!! ( and thats a fact!)
Im proud to be called Captain but most of all Im proud to be first and foremost a DYNAMITE! of '09 :)

Our most dedicated Seniors&Supporters!!! love you guys ;)

Candid Moments during Prac's :)
DynaMan banner doubles as a blanket for Sandy ;)

Their Supermodels yo!

The guitar playing,harmonizing ....Sandra D!!!

The most craziest and coolest Co-capt's around!

Look who we met during our Luck Dinner ;)Emily the Super twisting,basket tossing ,shooting star Flyer!!

My Super Awesome stunt group that never stops being lame....
the TAHAN stuntgroup .xoxo

After Months of hell from me ,they take their revenge! xP

Debut of DynaMan!! in '07

2 Years later ,the legacy lives on.:)

Bunnay is literally the BOMB!!!

BOOM you !!!

Love you all to the max!!! Really made this year so much more exciting.Be proud of all your accomplishments cause I'm definitely proud of ALL of you. :)

"Don't lick your wounds,celebrate them.The scars you bear are the signs of a competitor.You're in a lion fight .Just because you didn't win,doesn't mean you don't know how to roar."
-Sandra Heung ,Dynamitez Captain '06!

I'm proud of Dynamitez :)
-Stephanie Wong ,Dynamitez Co-Captain '07!

Candice Ng's proud of Dynamitez!
-Candice Ng,Dynamitez Senior '08!

xoxo
Chows.

In Loving Memory.

2009-05-31T20:16:00.006+08:00

When i heard about the news i was totally shocked.

Heard about it from Shaun and the first thing i said was :
"Don't lie la...thats not funny!"
But it was not a joke.The news came during practice ,a time when i was having fun,being all carefree .That news alone was unbelievable.
I called Philip ,just cause i couldn't believe it. The sound of his voice told me everything .
I'd only known him for a brief time but enough to know that he didn't deserve to go that way .
I was just speechless the whole day ,i couldn't really smile at all .
It didn't hit me until i went to his wake,thats when we all broke down.
All of us gave our condolences to the family and there he was.What i saw wasn't Vern at all .That couldn't have been the same guy we all hanged out with just months before.Laughing and joking around .But the sad truth is that it was.
The saddest part was i didn't really get to know Vern .We hanged out with friends but i didn't truly know him which i deeply regret.
Some people you think you have all the time in the world to get to know but sometimes you take advantage of that time and then its too late.
I still have his number in my phone ,just wishing i could've just sent a simple sms but now i'll never get that chance.

Vern ,im sure God welcomed you way up there with loving arms and taking care of you now .
You're probably smiling down on us.

We all miss you, you'll always be in our hearts .
Rest in Peace ,my Friend .

Its My Party & I'll Cry If I Want To

2009-03-21T23:17:00.010+08:00

I know its reaaaalllyyyy late to post this but

its my first party i ever hosted at my house so i had to blog about it :D

I had such an awesome time just hanging out with my friends .
Simplest party ever but with a lok lok truck parked outside of the house.Tell me what party has a lok lok truck as a buffet?!!?lol
So my Sweet 16 was a Sweet gesture from friends but my 17th was just UnFerGeTaBle xD

Aww i forgot to shave this lambs wool.

Mr.Universe in my own living room.....

Guess who won xD
I even hired a server .lol

Sleepover buddies ! (even the dude. )

Lights...

Camera....

ACTION!!!!

5 years since SRK DJ! and countingg...

These MSSS runners came just after their events ...Just For Me!
love you guys!

Dhilip got "lucky" ....

3 TIMESS!!!

Whats with you people and my bed???!!!

They love watchin' Disney shows!!!

xoxo ,5Jati!

Boys just luuuurrrve playing with my stuffed cat.

Hope you guys enjoyed it as much as i did ,
Love you all for cominggg!!!

TTFN,
Chows

I Am Who I Am.

2009-02-21T22:19:00.004+08:00

Rumours .
We all know about them, their small talk we hear in the halls and class .But we never know if they're true or not.In primary ,you'll prob have all this petty talk and then have a face off confronting these things saying:

"Why did you bitch about me ?!"
"why did you backstab me??!!!"

All the pettyness ,even in high school we still have that but how do we know how true it is if we don't have solid proof.But all that talk was left in primary and high school was pretty quiet.I use to get so mad in primary when people bitched about what i did and i hate to admit it but some was pretty stupid of me to do but most of it was just misunderstandings.Back then i took it in but now im older and frankly Don't Give a Damn anymore.If whatever i do now ,Im in the wrong, i'll take it in and admit " yes i was wrong" but when its all lies i wont sit down and take it in like before.However i won't make a big hoo-hah over it either.

So what do i do ?

I let the rumours run.
If there was a rumour and its not true but people still believe it then those people don't know me at all.Those who heard any rumour at all and have doubts ,im all for the truth .Ask me if you like cause i'll say it like it is.
I am who i am .
and my friends know who i am.
If any of my friends believe any crap without consulting with me , I'll finally know who my real friends are.
Im not saying there was a rumour but when it comes full circle and its a lie ...
i'll tell the truth .
The rest is up to your decision to believe it or not.
:)
i rest my case.

Chow

After So Long ..

2009-02-14T00:32:00.002+08:00

....Im Backkk!

Had a longgg holidayyy from blogging...CNY was nuts when the Big Sis Mel came home and apparently lost a lil weighttt.She is still as kiddy as ever.You'd think a job would maybe make a her lil more mature but guess again.Went to S'pore and shopped for like 4 days straight. You can imagine the amount of stuff we had to unpack.seriously massive.Saw the cousins and practically played with the small "NO'' kid every morn.
Small "NO" kid is my 2 year old cousin who answers everything with a NO! A lil young to becoming a NO man if you ask me.But man is he cute,When he turns 16.. every girl in S'pore will call him.I can ensure that! :)
*Pics will come next post*

Today:
Had Interclass drama and the theme was.....

well wadya know its Anti-Drugs....Again.
Every year is the same thing but didn't mean it was that easy.
After days of tedious rehersals ,we practically practiced up to when we were about to perform.
*See not only pure classes are kiasu kay*
I realized that whenever we have this partner kinda things in school im always paired with Kieran.
Exhibit A: In form 2 ,was partnered with him for the Pakaian tradisional fashion show
Exhibit B: Form 5 interclass drama,He is the Devil and im an innocent Angel.
See how this all works.
5 Jati ,Im proud of everyone of you.!st place for drama k that just solid proof that weeither can bullshit alot or real good actors or just both ! ahahah Plus we had somethin all the others didn't have .Which is a real fat she-male! ahhaha
Okok Pics will be shown in next post.
*Chill Suet Chill*

till then,TTFN

Chows

Can't . Breath . Must .Get .Out !

2009-01-20T23:06:00.004+08:00

Im drowning in my own workload !
I swear one day im just gonna be lying on the ground ,face down .
When they ask the cause of death
"She just stared at her books and just drop dead !"
Probably from shock...
Stayed up last night and didn't sleep a wink...Just did homework
after homework after homework.Thanks alot D ,for keeping me entertained while i pludge through my workload.When i was done well whadya know its 6.15am
Time for school.

If this keeps up i'll be one of those students who are deprived of sleep and personal time that when exam comes around i see a blank paper when actually it has writing all over it.
Ohhhhh yaaaaa,
you heard me i'm gonna be halucinating and i don't even do drugs.
Its only been 15 days of school and i feel more stressed than i've ever felt.I don't know how Jess or Dina got through it...Juggling cheer and studies plus music exams for me...Its gonna be one tiresome year.Hopefully the outcome is worth it ...No wait ,it HAS to be worth it!!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai !
Time for the old to be shipped out and in with the new,
time for ang pau's and relatives to come on down :)
and of course all the redness arounddd!!!

Sis is coming down from aussie and God knows she wants to gossip about everything and everyone in the world.Or to put it simply ,My world anyway...
Going to S'pore on Thursdayyyy!!! Can Hardly wait ,i get to see my cute lil couz Caden and not-so-lil Tiffyy...xD
I know i sound like an aunty but im sooo exciteddd :D Shopping Galoreee!!!!
*I need a new stylee Joyceee!!!,expect alot of MMS from me*

AnnyyyWaaayyy...just wanna wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year!!!

TTFN ,

Chow's

New Beginnings,New Challenge's ,Its the New Year !

2009-01-06T00:18:00.005+08:00

I know im 5 days late but i wanna wish everyone a Happy New Year !
Its our Senior Year guys !!!
The orange taggers are now the oldest in school.
I feel old but Im gonna make the most of my last year in high school.Its so funny how time flies ,i can still remember being all dopey eyed during my first year and giggling about the older guys in high school.Its weird being looked up to...like literally LOOKed up at, the new bloods are all so tiny and small .
hahaha
Alright wanna know what i did on New Years Eve????
While my other pals were rocking in KL or Curve ,I thought to kick back at Danni's place with the usual sleepover.But with a twist .....
My old schoolmate DerekWong was there and slept over with us girls...a real Happy entry to the new year having being the only dude..Had alot to talk about since we last saw each other and what a change too,he grew like all the way to my height and still going up up and UP! Im sooo proud of Shalllieee , skipping 4-steps !!! ahhahaa *inside joke*
The 4 of us walked around Danni's street and screamed our heads off when the clock struck midnight ! lol Like everyone else we drank a few beers and didnt sleep til 7-something ....All and all it was a more relaxed New Year than the previous years.

Another reason was that Estelle was not here to celebrate with for the 1st time. :(
Miss you loadss Elle !
December '08 was a fun month. Totally a month i'll never forget...had the funnest time working in BubbaGumps and going out with Ron :) most of the time. Good luck in S'pore SmartieJock...
*surprisesurpriseiknow*

My New Years Resolution:
-win Champion for Cheer'09
-MUST get all A1's for SPM
-Pass music exams
-Learn how to drive
-Enjoy my last year as a Senior

oh yea and not forgetting PROM!!! lol

*Pictureswillbepostedassoonaspossible*

TTFN,
Chow's!

My Hiatus From Blogging .

2008-12-03T02:41:00.004+08:00

Okay i dont know if thats the correct spelling "hiatus" but you guys understand what i mean.
my stupid comp has been really slow so i hardly ever get the chance to blog.Its almost 3 in the morning and im updating while my bro watches his football.
So far i've been Bz with my leadership duties and been workin' at Bubba Gumps Shrimp Restaurant at the Curve.
*If your totally clueless on where the hell it is,its along the Walk at Curve*
It has a huge logo of a neon shrimp ,you can't miss it :)
Went to a Seventeen Mag casting today with Jess .Been a long time since i've hung out with her.All because of SPM >;( , Well now that its over the form 5's can get ready for their Proms !!!! *Heck i don't know why im excited :S*

Jess and I went to the 17 lot and stayed there no longer than 10 min,we were done.They just ask us to pose with a paper that had our name and numbers on it. Like only 3 shots later and we were done.I thought there was more to it than that.
(You were sooo Right Joyce!)
After that went lunch with Jess and Adrian in Taman Megah.

Workin at BubbaGumps is really fun and totally beneficial.Last week as i was serving one of my tables ,a couple was looking at me, scratch that STARING at me.I thought was really weird ,then when i was giving their cheque:

Dude
me

"Can i ask how old are you?"
"ya,im 16 a high-schooler"
"woah,really???!!!, Have you ever tried modelling ???"
"Um no =.="
"Cause you have the height and look for it , If you ever wanna do photoshoots here's my card "
*Totally speechless but grins foolishly*

All this happened while i was holding their dirty dishes and my jaw pratically big enough for flies to pass thru.
Biggest tip to date !
Havent really checked them out yet but hey i just might take up on his offer. :D

Went shopping with Joyce yesterday in Bangsar and we literally shopped til my legs were achin' more than when during cheer.And i only bought 2 tops!!! .Really lackin of stamina. xD
Finally she followed me get my eyebrows done.Nothing drastic , just a lil shaping.Threading felt like lil red ant biting your skin and you cant shoo 'em away.It actually brought a few tears to my eyes but sooo totally worth it after.I feel cleaner !!! ;D
Im totally wiped out now , so im hittin the sack .

TTFN,
Chows !

Studying Has Given Me A New Meaning To Stress.

2008-10-28T02:33:00.005+08:00

Im suppose to be studying but as you can see im blogging instead ,

:D Hey i gotta take a break sometime.
Msn-ing and typing the keys feel so good after endless hours and nights frying my brains out.
Now for some randomness:

Wanna peek at what i have been enduring for the past 16years of my life?
Where the obvious insanity has taken fruit on this innocent bystander?

Introducing the family :)

Momziee !

Pops ?

And of course the Brother !

Any single girl searching for a koi fish to rare?

There's an Older sibling but that pic you'll have to wait til Chinese New Year to see her.
Ok their not that bad la but they are crazy no doubt.
Runs in the blood i guess *darn that hainan blood*
Thats a glimspe into what i come home to EVERYDAY ...never a boring moment thats for sure.

T T F N,
Chows !

Self-Dicipline ? Na-dah!

2008-10-16T00:52:00.004+08:00

I have concluded that i have a very high chance in failing afew of my subjects.

Actually started studying a month from exam but then i stopped for a week which eventually turned into 2 weeks . -.-
Its 6 days to exam and i still haven't finish studying.
I'm so screwed !
Take me now pls ! Just fast forward me to the 8th and let me skip the pain staking days of knowing i might fail.I feel like crying,screaming and curling up under a rock all at the same time.My phone has been silent all week,you'd think it would be awesome for some peace and quiet but my phone is totally useless now.
Im stuck at home supposedly studying but its doing no good .
Can somebody take the test for me???
Pleaseeee !! with sugar and maple syrup and a strawberry on top .....

Nobody huh? :*(

I'm SERIOUSLY screwed !
SCREWED i tell ya ! Is there another word for screwed? if there is im exactly that ! Somebody save me from my lazy self ,I'll give anything in the world !!!

On a Brighter note:

I finally finished the Twilight Saga!!!!
Which is another reason for my distraction...xP
*You were soo right WeiLi*
Jacob Black is sooo my type of GUY!!!! The dude ,Taylor Lautner that plays him is SO awesome! 16 years old ,which is perfect for muah ! He has the most brightest and sweetest smile alive ..ahhhh!!!!
*Dibs,Elle i saw him first *
And he is soooo cuteee,Not the awww cute type but the Hot wow cutee kindd !!! Im so hooked!!! *Phew* Cool it Carol pull yourself together.
Now i get why Win Ern is obsessed over LeeHom. Totally understandable now. :D

*Im sucha sucker for cute guys*

TTFN !
Chow's.

Gimme a B-R-E-A-K !

2008-10-04T23:44:00.013+08:00

Finally after multiple tries i have enabled to blog again!

Hallelujah!!!

Friday the 26th:

Happy Birthday Wenggg!

Our futsal coach is finally legal to drive! Now we know who to call when we need to go *out*...Happy anot i post about youu....lol

We sang for you at Hartamas Square kay!!! In front of countless of Nobodiesss!!!
Are we not your most awesomest friends or what !

The Party Animal !

<3's>

Sue shakin' up some Milkshake!

*FLP*

I know you love the Captain !
*Shhh keep it away from the 'rents*
People got especially drunk that night which makes it a good party to witness with the chucks some threw up. xD

Thursday the 2nd of Oct:

Happy Belated 18th Steph Aeria !
*Sorry currently no pics with me*
Surprised Miss Aeria at Italiannies
in OU with a surprise for Evie as well *Oct 15th*
Both of them totally clueless when walking in to the restaurant ...How can you miss more than 10 people at a certain corner?? lol Watched Meryl Streep singing and dancing a way i'm surprised a woman her age ever could...lol But im lovin' ABBA songs all over again ..im such a softie for musicals xD Evie and I singing "Dancing Queen" all the way out of the cinema.

Friday the 3rd:
Went to Futsal training with the girls and our coaches aka Chuan and Wengg. We're ready for ya KDU !....sorta...kinda. After staying under the sun for a gruelling 2 hours ,we all took a break and played squash which soon after went swimming.*Totally worth it!*
Spent a approximately 6 hours at Tropicana and Max sent me home.
At night followed the Fam to watch a comedy show at Bangsar .
Anybody who loves slap-stick comedy mix with old western shows and a pinch of penguins that rock should totally run over and watch it.

And yes they are Japanese !
During that time Max kept calling me and saying its urgent.When called her she said it'll be a surprise.Later knew she was over at Ken's and wanted me to swing over and join them for a lil vodka and sprite/kickapoo. Easy for me cause Ken's is only a street in front of my place. *So convenient for a drink with friends* Spent an hour outside talking to Ken and Max while Boon and Chin lee were upstairs. Mother dearest was calling out to come home by 1.10am,

*KillJoy* xP

Now have to study for exams or im screwed ,
TTFN !

xoxo,
Carolyn

2008-09-17T23:51:00.004+08:00

Happy Sweet 16th Sharky!

Since your finally 16, Your a year closer to getting/ :
-Drivers license
-sitting through SPM
-wiser? *supposedly*
-more grey hair
-closer to drink *Legally anyway!*

Your the newest member to join the Sweet16 club and you are intitled of a membership gift
(don't worry it will be delivered real soon) :D
And the best part is its PRICELESS !
Your getting to be an old man already so we don't charge the senior citizens :D
Hope you had a good B'day !

The Neighbourhood Ladies Man ;)

Guess the road goes two ways,huh.

Strong enough to be a Dynamite !

t t f n,Chow's

xoxo,
Carolyn

How High is Too High? :D

2008-09-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

Big responsibility ...no wait its HUGE!!!!
I don't know how you guys did it this year ,must have been hella hard.
Talk to coach and told to us to go beyond the limit....How high is our limit??
And is it even possible??

What am i saying ,OF COURSE its possible !! I got Liwei and Esther helping out and together we're gonna make next year an unforgettable performance !!

I was over at Esther's house with Liwei and we're all excited about telling the NewBloods about next years team .We each sms-ed 5 girls and were expecting like tons of msg's back like what Anting said happened before .We waited.....
and waited....
and waited somemore...

Only 3 msg's came back...So dull :(

Today did'nt go to school ,woke up late and just didn't bother to rush.Stayed in and refueled for tomorrow.The whole time in tuition i was listening to Camp Rock songs on my ipod and i actually dig the songs.Its catchy and its way WAY better than HSM!! Finally decent music and plus
the JonasBrothers were in it !!! *IloveJOEEE!!!* Man their sooo cuteee.Other than that i've been pretty uninteresting. Unfortunate i know. ;P

ttfn,Chow's

xoxo
Carolyn

Im Still Shocked

2008-09-06T20:41:00.003+08:00

Went over to the mosquito park at 9, before parents were still lecturing me on my phone getting rampas by the people in BLUE ...went there and thought i saw sarah with an aunty with an umbrella but...it was actually ESTHER ! *sorry*
Capt.An ting and Co.Capt Jess were finally gonna tell us the news .We have 2 Co.Capts this year and they areeee.....

heheheheheheheh

u guys find out in school la x)
They should tell u rather than hear it from me .
and what about Capt?
................................
..............
..
.

ahhahhahaha

you guys will find out again in school :)
won't you be surprised.

The rest of the day,My mom has been strategising with me and we're like going on and on about the same thing.It seems she is more into it than i am.Like seriously .My mom ,The scary glaring person whenever a dude is anywhere near me ,the woman who can scream louder than an ape and who nags just as much.

Today is just full of surprises !

There's Always a Second Time Round.

2008-08-22T01:46:00.007+08:00

I have a very strong feeling that i might need to repeat Grade8 ....
why?
cause i screwd my exam up bad and i meann REALLY BAD ! i went in

Me
Examiner

*Ok i can do this...Don't freak out*
*greets examiner*
*plays pieces
then stumbles.....yipes*

"ALlllllRighttt now, scales "
* in thick english accent*
*playsss ok until................
Stumbles again *Double Yipes
*Plays another scale................
WRONG scale *
Game Over xP
"Ummmmm OOooooKKkkkkk"
*looking confused*
*silently smaking head*

the rest is just too embarassing to remember.Worst exam ever in the history of my piano career.Im soo doomed to fail .Fail Badlyyy. I never ever wanna go through that again.
Once i'd finish and just had to embrace myself for what my mom would say:

Mua
Mommzie

"IM SO Gonna FAIL"
*pauses*
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
*total stun face*

sooo wasnt expecting that.She was pretty chipper about it the whole way back.
Went to Curve to meet up with Willy ,Dimples and Kiwi.My mom even treated them for dinner ,talk about Bizzare!
Mommzie left and we watched Mirrors together...My freaking bright idea and it was just gross....Opening scene was soo eww and the dimples next to me was the first one to go

"OHMYGOD!" *Shields eyes*
so much for macho right?

Dude was just as scared as i was and like a couple of dungu's were shielding our eyes the whole time.Willy and Kiwi were just laughing their asses off .Only people in the theather laughing during a scary movie.
Its was ok until the last scene and dimples just went shouting at the screen :

"Oh my god DIE ALREADY BITCH!!!"
"YES FINALLYYY!!!"

i kid u not that was how it went.
Im soo watchin scary movies with him from now on.I laugh more than im actually scared. Thanks alot Dimples.That cheered me up.

You guys wanna know who is Dimples?
my connections should give you a clue ;)
Chow's :)

xoxo,
Carolyn

Its a Spoiler !

2008-08-18T02:15:00.002+08:00

There is a current faze among teen girls now and the main cause ;

"Twilight"

One word is all you need to say and every girl will be like "I wanna readdd!!!"
Me being the curious person that i am decided to read it too and guess what....

Im Hooked!

Its totally a page turner...although the character Bella is a lil annoying not to mention needy but Edward is a total romantic , insecure but nevertheless sweet.Was reading through the blogs and saw someone saying about something in "Breaking Dawn" and ***k Spoiler Alerrttt ! totally off guard when i read it and was like damnn....so did not know that "they" could do that. (Im not gonna spoil it for everyone else ). I only just finish reading the 1st then kena this ....-.-
so malang.

Other than that,Nette came by my house after Auditions and slept over ...Making the "thing" for youknowwho and trying to be original. Next time i do any artsy stuff never pick me to fix stuff or glitter duty (although i love it)...Glitter and glue everywhere in my room ,It started to look like the floor at TeddyTales. Nette and I going crazy til 2am ,to top it off we had a performance the next day. so smart right?

Im still not done with the "thing" yet and im totally just gonna try and make it presentable,
Besides its the thought that counts. :)

Chowz ;)

xoxo,
Carolyn

If Only We all Came with a How-To Manual.

2008-08-08T01:03:00.004+08:00

Would'nt it be easier?
Why must they make it sooo hard for us and making us struggle?
just to see us screw up i suppose...
Man if only there was sucha manual i could skip a few pages and see if what i did or said would turn out for the better or the worst.I hate making decisions and when i do it always make me feel worse than before,Even if it was for the Better!.If only i chose the other one would it have worked out? I'll never know now since that person is probably still too pissed to talk to me or the other has thought about it in a platonic way.God i hate making decisions ,i need someone to make them for me and just let me lie and die.
Im just too tired to care anymore.-.-

Today after school we all planned to play football at GracePark(to lose the extra baggage) but due to the untimely and unforseen rain ,it was obviously cancelled.We all thought it was gonna be a lil shower but lo and behold it just poured buckets.For many many hours.Sooo just went over to Li's place and crashed there until the rain subsided ,Got a lil nuts in her room from the lack of sleep and just plain boredom.*Li's phone is filled with videos that would describe how i was.. xP*Later Licia came over from John's house and as usual we got even more crazier.
The context of what we did in that room is just too lame and weird for you guys to handle
*sorry x)*
Gone home at 6 and went off to Accounts class by like 7ish which led to 2 hours of numbers and places .Oh you thought my day was done?
Au Contrair.
I had to do an hour of practising my piano playing which i wish i had more time cause my exam is in 13 days and im far from ready.Grade 8 is no picnic !
And here i finally am in front of the bright screen .Its actually very lonely at home now since my sis now currently works in Melbourne and Bro has gone to NS recruitment .Guess he couldn't run from them after all....After 5 years they still tracked him down for NS training.I underastimated them :)
The only funny thing was that he had to shave all his precious hair off...hahahaha my grandAunts would be sooo happy to finally not see a shaggy dog but an ArmyBrat.
hahahahahaha.Absolutely Priceless.
I can hear my fluffy bed calling me .
Time to hit the sack ,See you guys in LalaLand.

Chow's ;)

xoxo,
Carolyn

Say Sayonara Elle.

2008-08-06T22:35:00.010+08:00

Our dear Estelle has left Malaysia and gone off to Canada where blue eyed awesomely hot guys live (I knoww thats why you love Canada soo much,elle...hahahaha)
AnyHooo...I Miss You like shintz girl,Gonna miss going sushi with you.:D
Come visit Malaysia often kayy...Plus u'll be receiving a letter/package soon from Home.;)

We all had our last dinner with Elle at a place called Ogawa.
(and No its not the massage devices shop....xP)
Its Elle's fave food *what else?*
SUSHIIII!!!!
At the end was a lotta crying and sadness but we'll see her again...:)
There were also roaches involved which is too gross to mention,
Finally 6 guys,2girls and my mom altogether 9 people were squished into my tiny camry,
It broke the record of 7 cheerleaders in the same car.
In short if u wanna buy a car with metal enough to withstand a massive amount of weight...
Buy a Camry ! ;)
See you soon Elle.

Love her dress :)

Present from the J.E.S.S

Deja-Vu??
Bully the Bear !
Lucky sis ! xD
They couldn't hold it in any longer.
Stalkeerrr !
So thats why they always look at elle...*insidejoke*
Careful ! Malaysian Boys Bite ........
But they're not all bad :)

WAITT !!!!

Aaaaaahhhhh ....Better :)

Opppss mom's comin ,
Chows

xoxo,
Carolyn

Sweet 16 at MardiGras.

2008-07-29T00:15:00.007+08:00

I know im late blogging about this but Happy Sweet 16

Sarah Lian
Pamela Leow
Cheryl Ooi (Sweet 17!)
and
Alicia Songggg!!!

Celebrated Sarah's birthday at Mardi.I've never seen so many of my friends get so drunk before.
Owen
me
kahoe
Owen ,you ok or not?
yayayayaya...im ok weiii can control*Mummmblingg*
eh better sit down la owen ,you're falling alredi
No laaa!!! im fineee *Fallsdownandhitsacoupleofjars*
EH! sit down laaa !!!
so much for being in control huh.hhahaha
mumeelspwofoqnvcnaunvuadhvvjlkjv.
Aiya cannot drink don't drink la.

How can we forget the couples hogging the sofa's too.
Come on la some of us are still single you know.xD
Lotsa people were dancing on poles and they werent only the dancers...(>.>)
This is my first time clubbing ( i knoww im a fcukin saint.) and it was so much fun ! Its also the first time not sleeping for 24 hours. (-.-)
The next day we cheerleaders had a performance somemore like can die right. came back from Rasta's at 4.30am and changed ,slept for like 15 minutes at sarah's place with candee's and Weii....we all looked like zombies mann .
But we managed to perform alright.Thnk God...*phew*
pictureeesss!!!

I look naked?! *Great job with the angles Jess*

Drink after drink after drink. It was gone by the end of the night.

We Cheer together, We Party together !

Sue sue on the rocks.

Angsana boys aren't just all about books. xD

Babe's withalittlehelpfromthe Man <<<<

She-man and He-man.

The Morning After.

Im Alive...barely.

Thats all folks.
Chow's for now.;)

xoxo,
Carolyn

Cheer '08

2008-07-14T00:03:00.004+08:00

This year was actually disappointing .I really thought we could get Champion but due to an illegal stunt we lost that chance which cost us 20 marks.

HOWEVER!

With only 15 cheerleaders,I'm still very proud of my teammates and coaches for being through every tear,sweat, blood (i've shed lotsa blood PEOPLE! ) and broken bones for this team making it this far.Although we got 2nd ,We as a team did our best and gave it our all. All of our energy and strength put into these measly 2 min and a half for 2 whole days were really satisfying.

NOT ONLY did we NOT FALL for both days but we stuck all our tumblings , our motions were tight while our Cheers blew everyone away ! even the judges were like "That was amazing" after seeing our jumps...We smiled our asses off and put our best foot foward.I don't regret anything in my routine and thats what really makes getting 2nd okay !. Yes we did a mistake but we learn from it.

What was sad was that there were like super few ppl who came on the 1st day...like seriously i could actually count the ppl.I thought last year was quite bad but the turn up this year on the 1st day was worst.It was disappointing but it was really a way for us not to depend on just the supporters to perk us up.On the 2nd day was at least way better,There were more ppl and even some of the old DJ-ians came back :)After hearing your cheers when we came up ,It really gave us more spirit to give it all we got ! Eventhough Jien was making us wait for soooo DAMN FREAKING LONG at the sidelines !!!!

Of all people to announce us was Jien!!! Damn with that stupid smirk on his face when he said it very slowly
"SMK...........DAAAAAAMMMMAANNSAAAARRRRAAA JJJJJJAAAYYYYYAAA"
Man cant he let go of the past ,sucha childish prude!...Although i know all the supporters were just as down as we were .This year the teams were way more better than last year.Shirtliff were seriously really good.*did'ya see their stunts???!!!* Totally woahh!
And Stunners all-boys were reallly really IMPRESSIVE for their 1st time competing.Their tosses were damn high and tumblings were sooo cool.The only All-Boys team which really left me going:
"OH SHIT!"
So it was a tight competition and mostly everyone had a chance at being Champs.For you guys who came and really supported us through and through ,Thanks for believing in us and comforting us after the announcement.*Especially to the seniors and supporters that were there to be with us at our station through the whole nerve-wrecking experience*
Of all times we really needed you guys to cheer us up.
Thanks alot :)

Im proud of everyone in the DYNAMITEZ team ,even Callie had a huge role in our team as our "button pusher":) she broke her arm and still manages to come and be with us as a team...That's how much we believed in each other and I'm sooo glad that was wat it was portrayed as in our routine. Im sure we can do it next year girls.Cause in the end ,we achieved something and proved that we can pull off a perfect routine consistantly without any falls
.*Im super proud of everyone !*
That's what really makes us
No.1 ! :)
Love you Girls !

WE ARE DYNAMITEZ,
TOGETHER WE UNITE ! ;D

xoxo,
Carolyn

Cheer ,Babey , CHEER !

2008-07-08T22:05:00.008+08:00

Cheer clinic was held in SEGi college this year ,

Honestly i was sure i was gonna be like shakin' in my shoes but somehow it wasn't as bad as i thought.
Not as many teams showed up for it then last year ,
Guess some of the KL teams are attending the Clinic in Cheras. On the upside,There's a few new judges this year and 2 are male.Not just any old worn out men but Supppeerrr Fit Hot Guysss!!!

*Notice how i said Guys and Not Men,thats how young they look.xD*

One of them had a really awesome ass,like no joke ,Buns of Steel ! .
The same dude can put all cheerleaders to shame with how flexible he is...Bending here ,there and everywhere. And i really do mean EVERYWHERE !
Another judge had a really cool star shape dyed at the side of his head and a few tattoo's on his foot and lower back.
*Don't ask me how i know *wink*
this judge is just as flexible like freakin plasticine and man he could tumble circles around everyone.With the most awesome biceps ever.*phew*
Me ,candice and krish were just oogling at them with a few extra's *smirk*
Awesome comments from the judges with my fave line from the star-guy-judge
"Thats HOT!"
Blush-ville yo!

Our fave coaches Mr.Chong and Siew Wai a.k.a Mr Hong was there too... With 2 of our also fave past capt.s Dina and Stephh :) helping around and looking out for us.
We did our very best today and its as good as can be expected. :)
I have a really good feeling about this weekend and its gonna be totally awesome
Again. :)

So you Dynamitez supporters out there in the free world , We're selling supporters shirts and its diff design from last year. Hope you guys can show your support by wearing it and it'll totally lift all 16 of our spirits ! :)

Front

Back

Time to lights out or else i'll miss the bell again.
See you guys at Cheer '08 !

We're ready to cheer ,Are you?
Chowz ;)

xoxo
Carolyn.

15 Days and Counting.

2008-06-27T00:27:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna make this a brief update cause i have a thing in the Morning...
Cheer comp is less than 2 weeks away *ahhhhhhhh!!!* ,You can only imagine how all the cheerleaders in this b-e-a-u tiful nation is feeling right now. Chinese ointments and Muscle-relief creams are like our bestfriends now.Believe me performing in front of over a thousand people(or more) is not as glamorous as it sounds.One small mistake could embarass you and your squad in front of the ENTIRE NATION! and on NATIONAL TELLY i might add...Streeessss-NnnnYeeeRRR!.*Chill Carol ,Breath*. ;)
and here you thought cheerleading was so easy peazy .
.
BUT

Cheer has its perks too.;D
and WE can pull this off RIght ?

RIGHT:) !

Haven't been going out lately cause mommy dearest is keeping her youngest daughter captive at home hoping that she would study all day and never see the telly.
My mom has been keeping her head in Fantasy land for a lil too long. maybe after July 13th i could study but the telly is like .....the internet to me.*There's a reason i don't blog alot.*
Opps its 12.48am. Time to hit the sack or i'll be late for my Thing.
Chowz.;)

xoxo,
Carolyn.

I'm Still Alive !

2008-05-03T00:36:00.005+08:00

hello ladies and gent's,

i know my blog has been dead for over a month already and its totally boring. :D Well the reason?

cuz my sis's comp died and went away to "TechHeavenology " where all busted up and totally used up machines go to,...so im now usin my mom's comp and God forbid if she ever finds this blog or pics i have .....(I would die if she did ...like literally 6feet under)... xS this is just to inform you guys it will temporarily be unattended to until my next post...hehehehe

which will hopefully be better than this...lol xD

Until then , Ciouz ! xD

With Sweet xoxo's,

Carol

2008-03-04T14:24:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

Finally Sweet 16 !!

Homework Galore !

2008-01-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

Step right up ladies and gentlemen to the 8th wonder of the world, the world of Work!!! Where everyone who enters instantly will get a life time supply of ......

HOMEWORK!!!!

*Crowd roars with ecstatic screams * ***************************************************************************

Honestly ,if there were such a place it would have closed down the minute after it opened. School gives a shit load of homework ...Every subject gets a really AWESOME prize....Homework for the rest of the day.With Cheer,Grade 8 music classes and back-to-back tuition ,it will be a miracle if i survive until the end of the year....If any of you don't see me anymore ,you might wanna try the mortuary where i will be pronounced dead ...and what was the cause of this tragic death you ask.

Brain overload and malfunction.

I don't know how everyone does it....its simply mind boggling.Whoever said form 4 was gonna be a breeze /Honeymoon year has got to get his/her ass out from under the rock that they have been living in for the past decade. Pronto for a reality check . xP

On a lighter note,I love my class ! 4 Jati is awesome...might have been a rocky start but its beggining to warm up for me. Super fun and yes,they are really smart people too (unfortunately for me). xD. Biggest challenge and pain in the ass is sitting in the Manapause teacher's class every few days.Her bitching is gonna drive all of us insane .Now ,i gotta finish her work or else we get screwed again . Ciouz .

With Sweet xoxo's,

Carol

First Day at the Government Restrain Centre for Teens.

2008-01-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

First day of school was ....fun i guess. Not much of work just more of 'lepak-ing' and catchin' up with everybody. Now that im form 4 ,the 1st day we form 4's have to be assigned to our classes based on our PMR results .So when they read out Angsana ,my KorFred was the 1st person among us Keruing-ans to be in the top class *Smart Kor !*.I was sure i wasnt goin to be in any of the top classes but once they started reading the names for Merbau ......sure they had some mistake. When Penaga was being read out , my face was like O_O. Went up to teacher:

"Teacher ,i didnt hear my name .There has to be a mistake ."
" ya ya ya wait."

*totally ignoring me*

"But teacher ....''
"WwaaaaIIIT!"

*silenced*

It seems i wasnt the only one who didnt hear my name....soon there were like abt over 10 students gathered around the teacher.No wonder she was pissed.

"Who applied for Pure Science?"
*Raises hand up and so did 3 other kids*
"Whats ure name?"
"Carolyn Chow"
"did u get the grades that is needed in Pure?"
"uhhh....4A's??"
"Hmph ! Then sure cannot !, Ure in 4Jati."

Teacher was such an uptight Bitch when she said that. !...i don't mind Jati cause its the 1st class for Sub-Science but she didnt have to say it like im such a low-life . That snobbish biatch !.
My class is confirmed the noisiest in the whole form...even Meranti was quieter than my class.
And guess who is the Naib Pengerusi......Ure's truly.! *Good job Carol ,u get the honour of trying to keep the noisiest class of all !* If anybody cant tell i was being sarcastic. But my class is cool.Most of them i alredi know them sooo its all good.
Thank god i was in a class where i knew most of the students....I got to hang out with all my friends again and the subjects look interesting enough...Hopefully my year wont suck as much as everybody tells me it will.Thats it for todays post. Ciouz .

Sweet xoxo's,

Carol

Goodbye ' 07 , Hello ' 08 !

2008-01-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

Went to Curve and met up with li wei ,sarah and pam...Super crowded and it was soo hard to get around , but eventually went to makan. Then Josh and Chuan hooi met up with us at a place called "RojakRojak".The place is called that but there isnt any rojak served there. xD
Then we just walked aimlessly around bumping into ppl that later joined us...such as Cheryl and weiwei,Seng kar kei ,yat fai,karman,najat and tze yi....After much walking, we all finally settled outside of a restaurant opposite Laundry where we just sat at the corners.The guys bought the foam sprayers and started spraying everywhere.When u give us foam sprayers ,Nobody is left unsprayed ....;D.Especially with Travis spraying like a maniac !...Chin Aun and Shaun were there too...It was almost midnight when Weiwei went on one knee and gave Cheryl a pressie and asked if she would be his gf and obviously she said "yes" !!!! *Awww Sooo sweet* then right after that it was New years *perfect timing isnt it*.Cheryl kissed him and it was soo totally Sweettt!!!...Me and tze yi were like "damn terlalu sweet alredi " and walked off....The fireworks were really cool i must say.But i think it was the same as the Merdeka fireworks ...lolx..Boon mun and Mark joined us "Oooing ,Ahhing " at the fireworks.*Jakuns!*. Wanted to go to Laundry but was soo fcuking crowded so we just gave up and went jalan jalan again...xD
The phone lines were acting like bitches ....nobody could call anybody and even smses were hard to reach .My dad freakin out tryin to call me and my frens trying to call each other..the lines suckk!!! lolx...At least the New year started on a gud note. :)

Meet Josh Emerson the "KwaiLo". xD

Josh's handy camera skills.

Lala Naj !

I see Karman trying to steal a shot. xP

Before......

and After .

A guy i havent seen in a loooooong time.

OOoooo....Pwetty !

Nick : "I'm way hotter now rite??!!"

With Sweet xoxo's,

Carol

Judgement Day !

2007-12-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

Results came out and the verdict is......*drumrole please*........4A's and 3B's !
It just proves I'm not as smart as everyone thinks i am....how sad right ???...Most of my classmates got 5A's and above ,i feel like damn shitty...but like my KorFred said i cant compare myself with other people.....OH well at least i should be grateful i got A's at all...lolx...Thanks to everyone for the support and all...it really lifted my spirits up. xD Love you guys !

After taking my results i went to practise for my church Christmas Party on that very night.Lotsa ppl came for the party and alot of familiar faces as well...i don't wanna drag this for long so To cut it short...I had a blast of a time and it really got my mind off my results .Wait let me correct that "It really really REALLY helped got it off my mind !" :D.Im happy to say that the dance was a hit too...Great job to my dancers for making it a pleasure and a fun time to dance with !.

He sings, plays the piano and dances?! What can this guy ' not ' do? xD

Lil Angel? *coughcough*

"Which Twin is which??!!"

*Dillion and Wilson*

Big surprise that came to the party !

West doin what he does best !.... What IS he doing?? xD

With Sweet xoxo's,

Carol

Ironic with a capital " I "

2007-12-26T03:05:00.001+08:00

Its so funny when it comes to irony.

Alison and I go over to kenny's house for a Christmas Party on the 23rd and met up with all our church buddies.There were like choirs,musicians and not One but Two Santa's !.Plus clowns.You can tell its a huge party.Sushi and lotsa exotic food were served while u can see security guards patroling the grounds...(weird sight to have security guards at a party ).The best thing at kenny's house was the Free-flow of drinks.!!!

As alot of you who know me very well...i have never drank with friends before or without parental guidance but not anymore!!!.....This is where the irony comes in ,i never drank with my school or tuition mates before but happen to drink with my Church friends instead for my 1st time....Can anyone say Ironic???!!!.....so much for everyone saying your Church friends are the Good and Holy kids....xD Not so holy anymoree....well i tried different kinds of drinks i must admit. Scotch with coke,vodka with sprite/coke,Baileys,whisky with coke/sprite ,peppermint flavoured and Heinekken.Taken in a cup ,not shots but cups....and to mine and everyones surprise i didnt throw up or get totally wasted .I was tipsy but not drunk.Pinkishly red but not bloody red faced.So were some of my friends.We actually occupied the living room and had a personal hang out/dance floor with the music banging off the speakers.Most of us had pink faces by the end of the night.and luckily when my brother came to pick me up he didnt suspect anything.....but my sis kinda knows i guess.....(I realize that when im tipsy ,i tend to giggle alot) ...Not bad for a 1st timer huh?...>.<

Hope you guys had a Merry Christmas !!!! ......cuz I know i did. xD

With Sweet xoxo's,
Carol

Youth Rally 2007 !

2007-12-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

I know it's really late but this years Rally was awesome and the team was just great....i felt sooo proud to see them do their stuff on stage and to actually affected some of their lives last year...It feels sooo gud to know that you have done a gud job and affected people... The rally brought alot of memories back...like looking back into a photo album...we graduates of '05&'06 were like "oh ya we did that !" or "Ya who's part was that last time?!" and lotsa Oooo-ing and Ahh-inggg!!! :D I was just glad to see all my old rally mates again...havent seen them in like ages because of cheer. Now i have lotsa great memories to look back in the Rally this year .Everything was fun other than some of the rally members had gotten the HFM virus (Hope u guys get better soon!!) :).

The Pinkie's invade Legenda College.

The "Lala Bro's" in the Hood.

Ju-on of SIC

"Unforgettable,Thats what you are...."

Michael's personal umbrella.lol.

Kath,V and Ally .(Get well soon Kath!!!)

Dillion insist i take photo's of him *rolls eyes*lolx

Tagged Early in the Morning.

2007-12-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

It's 1.34am on a Saturday morning and i have to go to camp in about 11 hours....
So in the mean time ,i was reading through blogs and i came across marcus ,Mr Charm Man himself's blog and apparently he tagged anyone for reading a post.
For the first time ever I have been TAGGED!!!!!...im actually quite happy...it passes the time and i like answering questions (weird arent i?)...lolx...well here it is :D

5 things found in my bag:
-Lipgloss (Every girl has one in her bag)
-wallet
-handphone
-perfume
-eyeliner

5 things found in my purse:
-Identification card
-moneyyy (Don't try to steal from me it's not much;D)
-Mini-pictures
-coupons (no use at all !!!)
-My pimps card !!! (KIDDINGGG!!!)-Its just a shops card :D

5 favourite things in my room:
-My pillow
-Kitty&Bynbyn
-Pictures of my best friends.
-a sign of my name made by my juniors given during Cheer '07 (Love u guys who did it !!)
-a birthday wishes in A4size paper 4rm my lovely frens .<3

5 things i always wanted to do:
-Kiss a guy.
-Drink unlimited amount of liquor without getting drunk.
-Swim the english channel !
-Go on a road trip with my close frens for a week.
-Conquer the WORLD!!!! (Muahahahahahahha!!!)

5 things i am currently into:
-Cheerleading .
-James Marsden !!!!!!
-Dancing "crunk" with Boon Mun. xD
-Music by Chris Brown,Bow wow & James Morrison.
-Camera Hunting.(anybody noe a gud model? :) )

5 people im gonna tag:
-Shaun
-Jason
-Estelle
-Chin Lee
-Whoever is reading my blog right now ! :D

Well that certainly filled my time... ;D Can't wait to see all my old friends in Camp !!!! Seremban here i come :D
Til the next blog,Cioaz !

With Sweet xoxo's,
Carol

Under House Arrest !

2007-12-04T19:01:00.000+08:00

"Cool aight it ..being under house arrest,no need to waste money and u can just sleep at home to refuel"
Ya for someone who always goes out and hardly stays home,....but luckily i think this house arrest is only for a week...im hoping anyway.
For 4 days i will be in camp anyway so its not so bad...maybe i WILL use these few days to refuel and just chill at home....If only i was allowed to have visitors,I mean even jail lets u have visitors....Im cooped up at home with nobody and the tv & internet is getting very tiresome....even better i have to attend piano classes 3 times a week! ...How the torture never ends..*signsignsignsigns* Well i had a good run for a very short time...only got to go out like 3 times in a week isnt so bad....believe me when the year starts again its gonna be worst....like only 2 times a month i can go out, Can u say JailBird !.
I was soo looking forward this holiday to just go out whenever and whereever ....like go to drink with friends and hang around in Genting or somewhere other than home but i guess thats just wishful thinking...with my kind of parents ,its no way i will be out til midnite without the naggings like
"How can u go out SOOOO Late !!!"
"Your only 15 !!! U cant stay out !!!"
"Your dreaming if u think u can go out today"
"Not past 10pm!!! "
"Who are u going out with ???!!!!"
"Why is there always soo many guys when u go out???!!!!"
"Your going out AGAIN???!!! "
"You have gone out too much already ,wasting my money "

And it goes on and on and on.....it just drones on for hours....I have frens whose parents are sooo great that lets them stay out til 5am....come on its a lil unfair isnt it...but with my parents its either put up or shut up ....x /
However i cant blame them for being overprotective with all the psycho's running around rapping ppl left and right. So i am grateful yet frustrated with their decisions...Well thats parents for u ,Cant live with them yet u cant live without them..*Arent i the most Understanding daughter ever or what?*....Speak of the devils,I believe i hear them calling now.
Will blog again soon...Ciao'z ! :D

Dying with boredom,
The JailBird .

Post Party Pics

2007-11-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

"Bestfrens stick together "

Elle,AhLian and Muah!

Our Beloved Senior "Dynamitez" Emilie !

"Boys stick together too???"

Sue the MerMan and Mermaids

Sue cant help but try my top on.

Rose among the Thorns<3

"There can only be 1 Cute boy around here ! "

With Jeremy and Fred.

With Sweet xoxo's,

Carol

23rd of November !

2007-11-24T01:18:00.000+08:00

The Birthday Boy and his Yellow Boxers !
"Happy 15th Birthday Bunnay !"

Owen finally turned 15 and threw a party at his condo.Before me ,li wei,sarah,boon mun and estelle got to the party we stopped by ou to buy owen a pressie .Estelle and boon mun got owen that yellow boxers while me ,li wei and sarah got him a shirt (though it sounds simple BUT its from Topshop kay ...Not Cheap ! lolx)

Ok so after that we went to Owen's party and it was sooo much fun....!!! The normal ppl were there with Owens family....We cheerleaders also got to see our beloved Dynamitez senior Emilie !!! havent seen her since Cheer comp.Miss her much! .....we ate dinner and Julian's lambchops were yummy mannn...:D Soon after that we all went swimming i didnt really wanna swim but since Joshua sprayed a water at me ....i couldnt resist not to swim (Sorry estelle cuz i din teman u )...after i change we all just fooled
around the pool...Ppl spraying water and cannonballs everywhere ....lolx....we were so noisy even the guard had to tell us to shut up...lolx...Estelle wouldnt go into the pool,Josh and dhilip tries coaxing her into the pool but to no avail...*sorry boys she is harder to convince than u thought ! xD*The rest of the nite we just cut cake and cam-whored til the neighbours were complaining abt the noise *The Old Farts xP*
well heres a few pics...the rest will be posted later from Estelle's cam.... :D

Sue being cool with a little help from Yours Truly. xD

CCJS ! "where's P?"

New performance : Cheer Underwater !

With Sweet xoxo's,
Carol

Another day passes-by in a Wink!

2007-11-22T02:08:00.000+08:00

Okay from my previous post ,I have cooled down and moved on....I went out with my old friends Danni,Ashley and Shall-Reign !!!! xD...we the crazy ppl went to ou and watched 'Balls of Fire'.The movie was hmmmm O-K laaa...it was funny in some parts and just plain idiotic in other parts.Coincidentally we were sitting next to Jason from Taman SEA and few girls (quite the ladies man xD)....after that we just hung out and complained abt our shoes which hurt like hell mannn!!!!
If u saw my feet it would be like i have 5 plasters on one foot....very painful .
The whole day we were just shopping till we almost didnt have enough money for dinner...we were soooo BROKE!!!! hahahah...we had to eat in the Kebab store....u noe the kebabs that cost only RM 5 ....*Cheap-NYErrrrr*
we went crazy in the store until danni almost choked on her kebab ...however she did splater it all over us *EWWWWW!!!* lolx...
After everybody left i met up with Pam,Josh,sue,chee fai,boon and li wei in Jetty ,we all just hung around .Sue and chee fai needed a ride and it was way bad timing cuz my mom was going nuts jsut bcuz we were a lil itsy bitsy late....lolx Poor Boys never had a chance...:D
*Pics will be put up later*:D

I'm so close to the edge,It's tempting for to me to pludge into the unknown.

2007-10-27T23:35:00.001+08:00

I'm so PISSED ! u cant imagine it.I cant believe my parents are so stubborn and over protective!! They dont let me do anything at all...if i stay home they complain i dont do anything, When i get a job they dont agree with it because it is exploiting me with little pay ,When i want to go out and just leave the house to Genting or even my friends house they dont allow !!!
F**K this mannn!!! Honestly after exams who the hell studies more for the coming year at least give me a F**KING BREAK LA! what i wanna do is my business cant they just let me do it....its not like im taking drugs or smoking or having sex behind their backs right...I have more brains and independence than they give me credit for....Its absolutely frustrating when they expect me to stay at home and study all year long ,Cant they get it through their "kia su" minds that im not a genius damn it!

When i went for work and my parents saw how little i was making an hour they gave a huff and told me after 15 days to quit! One thing my parents dont know about me (because they think im such an IDIOT!!!) is that i dont quit !!! My father actually said that he would pay me to work at home and do the chores ....the whole point of me working is not because of the money ....Its because i want the experience and taking my parents money for small chores is not gonna help me.....
Another is when my mom actually gave me permission to go to Genting whenever i want and i already told her its most likely with Boon mun and the gang .....then when i tell her i wanna go on Boon mun's birthday as a celebration ,she says NO!...a straight out NO...WTF man! She blames it all on the conditions there and because going the bus there is unsafe,...pls la even Times Square the rides are hazardous and the bus ride home can be even more dangerous!...She even has the guts to say that my friends are unreliable and lov to 'hura-hura' everwhere!!!! After that i lost my temper and just talked back not only in my friends defence but mostly for my own........
This is way out of line and i cant stand it anymore ,I cant stand my parent's complains and i cant stand THEM all together!!!!

Enough is ENOUGH!!!!!

If i didnt have the patience and self control that i have i would have gotten myself wasted, done something stupid and let all of hell break lose just because my parents pushed me off the edge!!!!

After PMR !

2007-10-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

Well i know im late at posting this but better late then never right?
hahaha...so as everybody knows after PMR is like total freedom....and everybody goes out and party their brains out or go to ou or Curve....some even find jobs to fill their free time...lolx...
well seems im one of those bored ppl that cant stand stayin at home so i go finding for a job....

These are what i have been up to for the past 2 weeks :

-Im working in Baskin Robbins (thx to Sarah :D)...not much pay but gud experience.

-Got into next years Dynamitez team ! Another year of Cheer!

-Bought lotsa clothes which my mother OBVIOUSLY disapproves!

-Making impossible decisions (believe me u don't wanna know )

-Gone out more than i can count

-Drank a glass of Chivas and Coke for the 1st time (not much but its a start xD)

-Made prank calls (i was bored with my frens ,so help me!)

-Gone to Midvalley with my old yet still crazy frens

-had my fave bangle stolen by some dude!!!

-helping my frens with their personal problems

-Dealing with my psycopath mother xP

-Playing video games when im really dead bored!!! (Yes ppl im a video game geek )

That's pretty much a summary of my weeks after PMR ,Im still getting used to not studyin which is a weird feeling....lolx
God help me kill time ! xD

PMR is just Less than 30 days away!

2007-09-06T20:28:00.001+08:00

23 Days to PMR!!!!!
omg...im so screwed...i got my trials results back and my KH,Sej, and Maths have gone down way way wayyyy DOWN!...and im like freakin out...How to get 7A's now...!!!!
In skool u have to get at least 5A's and above to get into Pure Science and my chances are kinda slim...I cant go to sub cuz i really like bio and forget abt Arts...i cant do anythin in Artsss!!!

mannn....i wish we could jus demolish this whole amount of A's to get into and just pick which one we wanna go to!!! all this stress is gonna kill me one of these dayss...=.= Im Totally SCREWED!!!
I cant wait till its over so i can just sit back and relax...I was so use in thinking that PMR would be a long time from now...but u noe how time fliess...and now its oni 23 days till the dreaded Test!!!
Well i salute to all the Form 3's everywhere in Malaysia and wish them a very Good Luck in PMR!!! God knows we need it...lolx xD

Selamat Hari Merdeka!!

2007-08-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

Happy 50th Birthday Malaysia!!!
Went yesterday at about 6pm to the Curve and there was alredi a traffic jam!...met up with Sharon,Alicia and daniel then we cam-whored like crazy....Daniel being our photographer xD...Then we met up with the rest of the gang and ate at Fridays...Then we made our way through the crowd just to see the fireworks at a better view ....In the end we got separated and i was alone with only Wai Leong and Daniel....then *BANG* ..the fireworks display was just so awesome and so colourful ..i was jus at awe...hahhaah...(and No wai leong i wasnt thinking of anyone!!!)lolx...

After much phone-calling and sms-ing we all met up again at Cineleisure...we all then agreed to curi curi go to "Mystery" which was ok then i got abit bored and went out....some of them could'nt get in cuz of the stupid security guards ...so i felt abit bad and went outside again....It was all fun and dandy til i found out li wei's parents couldnt fetch me back and i was deep shit now....i had no choice but to call my dad...
Man was he mad....he gave me the really disappointed talk in the car that could put anybody in such a down feeling....blekkkkk...but the whole night was fun!!!!

2007-05-27T23:28:00.001+08:00

Your Beauty Element is Water

Feminine and dreamy, your beauty style is classic and very vintage.
But you never look out of style! You have a way of making classic looks modern again.

What's Your Beauty Element?

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing
That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back
You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys
But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

What Do Guys Like About You?

Your Reputation Is: Sweet Girl

While you're well known, there's nothing to worry about.
You're reputation is mostly good - as good as any rep can be.

Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.
You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

You Can Make 41% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

You certainly have this dating thing down - and you know how to charm most people.
And when your charm seems broken, just think back to what has worked in the past.
You have the tools to make almost anyone fall in love with you - you just have to put them into action.

Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You?

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

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Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2007-03-26T00:05:00.003+08:00

DJ OWNZ CHARMZ COMPETITION!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel damn shiok! cuz Minimitez are the champions for the Dance category in the CHARMZ Competition and Dynamitez won for the stunt category!!!! Damn cool man ....Sarah,Li wei ,Boon mun and i went there pretty late but we din miss Minimitez performance yet...the whole DJ Crowd was a level above the stage and we were all shoutin our lungs out when Minimitez came on...they were sooo gud...i felt like a mother watchin her babies shine...i was sooo proud....the rest of the teams were really gud and creative especially 1 team i tot was really gud which was the "Ultimate Cheer" and "Divas".....Most of the Dynamitez crew was at the railing screamin and wavin signs and cheerin "Good Job, Good Job"....in between the cheerleadin performances they would have games....and there was this 1 game for best dancer...a group of 5 went out and 4 of them were dancin to Justin Timberlake's "MY LOVE" and they were all syncrenized and choreagraphed from the video it was sooo cooool....then the solo guy danced to Ciara's "Get Up" and it was sooo cool !!!! they were like damn hot guys and gurls plus they could dance like totally awesome!!!!....well when Dynamitez(only four girls 4rm last year did the stunts) went on we did the same thing wif the cheers and signs...they did a great job ....

When it was all over ,The results were out...and b4 they announced the champions all the DJ supporters were screamin MINIMITEZZZ....and sure enough they WON!!!! we were all sooo happy....then they were gonna announce the stunt
winners and b4 they said it ,Stephanie,Fardina ,li wei and me did an elevator wif Liwei holdin the Dynamitez sign ....plus Guet Cheng's group did the same and we were cheerin for Dynamitez....it was sooo long tat Li wei was gettin heavy....lolx....and they announced Dynamitez!!!!! we all went nuts ....really ppl were starin like we were nut-cases from screamville.....DJ had own the whole competition and it was totally awesome....Plus i think the DJ supporters were the biggest crowd....It was soooo awesome and im proud to say tat im 4rm DJ and a Dynamite!!!!After the whole thing pix were taken and HITZ.TV were interveiwing ppl ....they interveiwed our cheer teacher ,Pn.Hor,and Boon mun and Estelle manage to squeeze into the shot...so watch out when ure watchin HITZ.TV for them!!!!!lolx

During the competition ....the artists Jaclyn Victor and Point Blanc were shootin their video "Ipoh Mali" rite next to the competition site...OMG i tot damn cool man....im seein an actual video shoot and it was soooo cool they had the grafity site behind them ,camera's and everythin....(sadly i din take the pix)....later on i bought a CHARMZ T-shirt when suddenly i saw......JOEY G!!!!!!!! can dis day can any better?????!!!...Boon Mun,Jia wen,Sarah Liwei and Tiara were hesitant at first to whether to take a pic wif him then we got the courage and were like

Boon Mun
Carol
JoeyG

can i take a picture wif u???
oh ya sure*grinz*
can i take a picture too???
ya sure*grinz*
*click click*
can take a solo pic wif u?
ya*grinz*
*click click*
can i have 1 too??
oh ya *Grinz*
*click click*
Thx *smilinggg*
*smiles*i love u on channel V....lolx
*grinzzzz* (walks off)

damn nice man we got his picccc!!!!! lolx...then even better my mom let me have dinner wif them and we had it at Kim Gary...damn nice man the food...we were alughin our head off...ppl were like starin again...lolxxxx....XD....then we eventually went home...*i want to note tat all the Charmz guys were HOT!!!!!)lolx XD~Champions MINIMITEZ!!!

~ DYNAMITEZ stunt champs!!!!

~Me and Joey G (although i don look gud,the pix not bad lolx)
~Joey G with me and Boon Mun!!!lolx
~Crazy Jia wen at Kim Gary's

~Yummmy drinkkk!!!

2007-03-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

I finally get to go on9 after this terrible week of studyin and endless things to remember 4rm textbooks......EXAMs are over!!!!!! well for skool anyway....on Friday while most of my frens go to ou or Curve i have to still study ....for wat u ask ...well for my stupid Music exam on Monday!!!!!

3 Hours of sittin in a classroom full of strangers ,doing a theory text!!!! yup ppl 3 hours....not like our normal skool exam which last abt 1 or most 2 hours.....No,it has to last for 3 HOURS!!!!!.....crap man....and i already suck for my music...and probably gonna fail!!!!.....if u think its easy ...think again!!! cuz 1 wrong melody could cause the whole part to b wrong....and we always have it at SMK Damansara Utama......it has been the same spot for i dont noe as long as i can remember.....well the upside is tat after tat i get to go to Megamall after tat...yay!!!! shopping wif my mom....its endless cashflow baby....lol....

Last week was my burfday....and during cheer prac...our teacher in charge somehow....i donno how...she knew when was my burfday...and i was totally shocked and scared at the same time .....cuz its a lil odd don cha think....she got me a burfday card signed from Minimitez and the teachers-in-charge.....plus the minimitez din noe my burfday b4 tat too.....tat teacher really scares me....but she is really nice....(a lil toooo nice)...

Im really hooked on dis singer...Taufik Batisah....!!!! Singapore Idol 2004...and he totally rox...a million time and more better than our malaysian idolsss,,,.....he is sooo cute and he can dance like wow.....(he somehow looks like *ronald ian*)...lol....*sory man....its sooo totally true*....here is how totally awesome his singing is....man when he sings i totally swoon and am like crazy over this guy.....*blushblushblush*

Other songs which u got to listen out for.....

2007-02-11T20:46:00.001+08:00

Sadness.....damn it was sooo scary...how la to face him....he was soooo shocked and surprised .....the look on his face was totally blank...I was blushin the whole time... its no valentines dis year again.....he was the 1st and i wish we could have been but reality is...we cant...
He was what i was lookin for but its not the same case wif him.....i was just numb when i walked away....totally no emotions like even if i got hit by a car i would'nt have felt anything.....I wanted to cry but nothin came out....i wanted to smile even worse it made me remember the good times and it made me even more sad....frenz comforted me but i still felt bad....i noe i would get over it sooner or later...
Ppl ask me "y don have Bf??? "....the reason is its not bcuz im choosy its bcuz there isnt any guy to choose from.....sadly this is not my problem....im use to it...but im a lil confused...frens say tat loads of guys like me....wat guys??? i never hear anything.....

Although im happy i told him....and its all cool between us....I cant change his mind and tats ok but......part of me is sooo sad....well i anticipated him saying no anyway but crazily i feel sad and numb.....the upside to dis is tat me and him will always be best buds...he has got my bak n i got his....Nothing more than frenzz.....and u noe wat tats ok....<3

2007-02-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went to cheryls party at Kelana Puteri Condo for a Pool Party!!!!! lol.I met some of her form 5 friends and Youth rally members were there too like Evelyn,Stephanie,Aaron,Alison ,Vanessa,Kevin,Michael,Asheelaa, Daniel and Brandon.....
and I was the only form 3 there....some of cheryls frens tot i was like them 17 but man were they wrong.... 1st some of us played at the park beside the pool and there was this cool see-saw thing ....Julie and I were playin on it and Kevin stepped on 1 of the sides and it wouldnt move.....
Julie
me
kevin

*eh !! kevin don step la....*stuck in mid-air laughin....*
*hahhahahah
*hahahhaha
*scary la up here
*kevin put her down la b4 she jumps
*okla ok la....
man kevin may look all thin and tall but he is sooo heavy neither Julie nor me could move him.....alll this happened while we were laughin histerically......Cheryl was rite....Julie and I are like sooo similar....crazy la....
later on the guys jumped in the pool and then Aaron had to push me in the pool but luckily i brought him down wif me...*lol* all the guys were like wearin their short (aaron was very smart to wear a white pants*all was revealed)... ,I was the only 1 in a swimsuit...the girls had their swimming tops but all wore shorts *all the girls were really hot yesterday (especially Evelyn in her red tube ) all the guys were damn happy*....it was all sooo cool...we splashed and laughed all nite....Cheryl din get in the pool till all the guest arrived and Bryan was the last to arrive at 9....sadly he couldnt get in the pool cuz of personal reasons.....In the pool was sooo much fun....Aaron was rite...it is better to piggy-bak ride in the pool....lol...crazy la tat nite...
There were somethings in the pool tat i cant post.....its gonna stay where it belongs...in the pool....lol *naughtynya....we were all lil devils last nite*
sorry ppl im not telling ya wat happen....*ppl 4rm the party u noe wat im tokin abt...**** lol

Interested to find out...??? lol ....Happy Belated Birthday Cheryl!!!!

2007-01-20T21:33:00.000+08:00

Aftermath of the Youth Rally'06 ~~~~
i know rally is over and all but....I MISS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!! i wish i could turn back time and repeat last year all over again....with all the happiness and even the fustrations!!!!....tats how bad i wan it 2 continue......sadness seeing these photos is sooo heart-breaking.....stupid frenster photo limit is too small for my
pix.....Stu-Piddd!!!! lol>.<

2006-12-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

YOUTH RALLY ROX!!!!!!!!! (This blog entry is extra long and those who want
to read all abt the Youth Rally '06) =)*lol
*************************

The rally was the best event dis year!!!!!!!! Its so hard to believe tat its all over....having spent 8 months practising on ice-breakers,dramas and praise &worship really paid off during the rally.....it was not only was the rally a memorible time for me and everyone else but those last 8 months was the best!!!!.....i should have realized tat when i was 1st chosen with those 22 teens who were sittin in the same room for the 1st time were the greatest,talented and aweosme frenz ever !!!.....1st camp was cool and we got to noe each other and all the splashing in the gross pond was the best moment of all.....we also got to meet the coolest guy ever! MARTIN JALLEH!!!! He was so cool wif the jokes and convo's we had wif him.....*never ending fun but still strict* was the sentence to describe Martin.....the 3rd day was sad cuz we din wanna go home....all the youth gatherings were so much fun....!!!!! 2nd and 3rd camp was like a BIG sleepover for us.....i miss tat day of the World Cup.....they had astro installed to the lcd so tat we could watch the game (sadly Argentina lost to germany) all of us were like crazy there.....then all the brain-storming for ice-breakers.....so many awesome memories....=)*lol

With all those gud memories came the bad......some of our lil family members dropped out....one by one ,they dropped out....at those times we missed them so much...but we guessed God had other plans for them.....the months passed like days....it was all so fast and soon it was 7 months later ......then our last training camp....tat last camp was the hardest....i was already losing my voice and still had to sing lead....damn but we made most of our time a memorible one.....we did our final touch-up for the ice-breakers then improved in our drama's.....those days were tiring but rewarding...after tat camp we had only a few weeks to practise and we practise like hell....like 10 hours a day we were in church practising non-stop.....by the end of the day we were so tired.....=)*lol

Then like the last days to rally was the most crucial....there were still complications with wires and positions.....all was so chaotic and our patience were wearin thin.....but the team pulled through 2gether and we did our best wif the complications.....*all of dis would not happen without Auntie Pat's drive and dedication to the team*......=)*lol

The team had to go to PD a day b4 the participates and we 1 last day 2 do our ice-breakers and dramas......tat nite was the toughest nite of all the nite practises.....we were given some changes and were getting really annoyed wif the repeats doin ice-breakers .....we were critisized by the video we had to see of ourselves.....*embarrasing to the max!*.....tat nite we went bak to our dorm tired,scared & excited for the day ahead of us......=)*lol
The day finally arrived !!!! scarynesss when tat 1st bus came we were all shaking in our shoes.....after registration was over .....the 1st group was gonna do Opening Nite.....i remember tat feeling so clearly.....we all were like gonna piss in our pants.....all sooooooooo nervous and scared......we did 1 final prayer b4 goin onstage ......backstage we all were so scared we hugged each other like non stop.....*scaryness*...then onstage we did our best and we rocked wif loads a laughs....all thx to God workin us.....then aiya....i had to sing the theme song....tat time i was like ''oh shit!''....when on stage wif Clarence also doin theme song Thy Word wif me....both of us scared silly.....we had to do solo somemore....when tat music played....i thanked God for guiding us through the song.....it was sooo awesome ......the feeling we had was satisfactory......tat nite was the beggining of awesomeness and FUN like crazy....the following days was full of Martin's gr8t talks,moving sessions ,awesome praise &worship ,cool dramas,endless singin of the theme song and gr8t games*set by last years team ...sure gr8t lah* and Inner -Healing.....and i definitely cant 4get the time when every1 stood on their chairs singgin the Theme Song!!!!=)*lol
In-between 1 by 1 we started losing our voices....1st Asheelaa ,then me then Evelyn soon last day was Jo-ann ......we had to drown ourselves in water and drink honey& lime(which Asheelaa din like....lol)....by inner healing we were all crying ourselves silly.... it was all so touching....on last nite was ......=)*lol
**FAMILY NITE** the 2nd group did a gr8t job wif their ice-breaker and rocked the house wif loads a laughs.....after their ice-breakers we had praise & worship ,then another drama ,the *u raise me up song by Father Philip* awesome wif our gr8t ballerinas *Kathlyn & Valerie*....then we had the *Hallelluia to the lamb song lead by the awesome Rachel and Kevin * ,after was the *Friends Forever song lead by the cool siblings Asheelaa and Alan* finally was the theme song*Thy Word again wif me and Clarence leading* .....by tat time all our clown make-up was all smudged when we put some on the audience....hehehehe.....tat nite ended wif so much love it touched us all....some of us were cryin and camwhoring like mad....=)
then it was all over.....Rally was over...but all the gr8t times we had will never fade away.....thx to the whole team for everything.....for all the gr8t Mamak/Bakery trips to the piggy back rides....Thx Martin,Auntie Pat and Uncle Richard for pushing and teaching us everything and also Youth Rally Team '05 for supporting us,teaching us and the fun games.....!!!!=)*lol
****** YOUTH RALLY '06 ROX!!!!!!!******
(all pix will be posted next entry...=)*lol)

2006-12-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

Youth Rally!!!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ok i finally updated my blog after so long.....did nothing really just went to Dyanamitez prac for 4 hours !!!! so tiring......come back home bath then just slept the whole day....Luckily no church prac 2day ,.......yes ppl i do have church...im a gud girl....

Youth Rally is just around the corner and im super nervous ....eventhough only maybe 125 teens (hopefully more will sign up 2molo!) i feel so shitty scared!!!....but i don't want the rally to come cuz when its all over I wont get to see my frens on the team as often anymore.....>so sad<.....all the times we practise and had loads of fun together....im gonna miss all that....all the times we go "mamak" and the bakery plus all the stupid things we do ,all of evelyn's "ding dongs"....lol.....so sad from the 1st camp to the last.....its all gonna end soon....

1st camp Piczzz

2006-11-05T00:51:00.000+08:00

I finally got to post another entry just to entertain u ppl out there okay so.....
the other day me and joshua planned to go to ou .....we agreed time ,date and everything ....so 1st suet yun and i went to ou ( thx again suet yun 4 the ride)
then met up with jess ,travis and all at yippie cup....so cute name lah....YIPPIE!!! cup....ok after tat....they had tickets go see " John Tucker Must Die".....(which is a total chick flick....cool movie 4 couples.....they went to the cinema and i met up wif shaun....(BUT NO JOSHUA)......suet yun and jess ask me go see movie with them got extra ticket but it would be mean if i left shaun alone sooo.....i din go....see im such a gud person....shaun and i walk around ou....(STILL NO JOSHUA)and then went arcade....i met my church frenz there ....and they all also ask me go see "John Tucker Must Die".....( wah im sooo wanted tat day....>.<)...by the way i alredi watch tat movie with wei li few days b4....and De Ja Vu again....i could'nt leave shaun alone....soooo i din go AGAIN....im such a gud sister.....and we went walkin again ....( STILL NO SIGN OF JOSHUA)......then on the way near converse we met Ren-To ....then Yi Ching at the old cinema.....(its 2.00pm and JOSHUA SAID TO MEET AT 12....and he isnt even here yet) ok we all very bored and went to see Pamela workin at Baskin Robbins....she looks sooo CUTE in her pink shirt....awww....like a lil doll....i ordered a blue something something ice-cream and its totally awesome....while eating my ice-cream....a few GIS boys and 2 girls were there and the guys are total hotties.....and they were like lookin at Yi Ching ....when she had to leave with her mom, the guys were like sayin..."aiya miss chance alredi" (see Yi Ching i told u ,u were HOT!!!!) then met estelle and boon mun....we all went to the bowling alley....and then JOSHUA FINALLY COMES with Johanan....ask him y he come late ....he said woke up late cuz slept late ....woke up at 1 and arrive at 3.....(hmmmm....guys always sleep late ,...wat do they do late at nite????) well the rest we all just hang around and had lots of laughs ....here are some picz....

>.<>

DYNAMITEZ!!!!

2006-10-14T13:19:00.000+08:00

BOOM DYNAMITEZ!!!!!!!!!!
****************************

Today was the 1st Dynamitez practise and it was'nt bad .......we had done jumps which i totally suck in toe-touches and we did stunts too.....its so cool estelle was flyer,I was spotter and stephanie and jessica were the basses .....we did elevator and it was the 1st time estelle did the stunt in a short-period of time perfect...she went all the way up.....im so proud *sniff sniff*( hehehehehehhe) But we are not sure we r in the squad cuz there are 19 girls and the captain onli wants 16.....soo some girls are gonna be In and some Out......(i hope im in>.<....) so the captain will be observing us for the rest of the month and then she will make her decision......its like an audition again onli dis last 4 a month.....*intense* well it was fun lah the practise all of them are super nice...=) came home and here i am ...on the comp.....writing dis blog .....man i need to get out more....>.<

at 4pm i gotta go 2 church 4 LAUNCHING OF SIC YOUTH RALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Yay!!!* and we have to launch it at every mass dis week .....which is 4 masses and there is 1 at 7am on sunday .....(soooo early ..ahhhh man....)

*ATTENTION ALL CHRISTIANS & CHATHOLICS..... there is a Youth Rally in Port Dickson on the 8th dec-11th dec......come for it and sign up for dis rally at the St.Ignatius Church (tat big church near the Kelana Jaya LRT Station...).....the rally is an event for Youths 4rm ages 13-19 years of age can enjoy ,mingle and have loads of fun..... this is a rally unlike any other.....see all of u there!!!!*

It's all OVER!!!!!

2006-10-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

Exam's are all OVER!!!!!!.......no more late nites tryin to study .....no more stupid formulas 2 memoriez.....no more parents naggin ......no more pressure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... Im free as can be i don have to worry about it anymore.......2day rite b4 the bell rang ....Yee Vern was sooo excited she couldnt wait 4 the bell 2 ring so she can SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!....... When tat bell rang .....

me
yee vern
kara
wei li
shikin
sara
anette

* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *

hahahhahahahah it was such a relief........now all i can do is sit back and relax....... here are some picz i have been waitin to put up.......

Girls of the SIC Youth Rally Team

The Black Crew (^+^)
Hui cin's 14th birthday.....(supercamperzzz)

Suet yun and me Bryan in ThuG StyLe =)

The J.A.K.U.N.S

HE IS NOT MY BF!!!!!!!!

2006-09-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

Ok....i wanna clear dis up 4 u ppl in skool or anywhere else 4 tat fact.....IM NOT WITH NG JAZ!!!!!!!!!!........alrite....get it thru ure thick headss.....read that line over and over again until ure eyes hurt.....memories it,think it in ure sleep.....IM NOT WITH NG JAZ!!!!....LOOK......just bcuz ng jaz and i hang out 2gether doesnt mean im with him.....heck if u saw guys hangin out i don't think u would say they r coupled up rite!!!!!!!......WE R JUS FRENZZZZ!!!!!.....

if u still think im with him.....i want u ppl 2 SHUT UP & GROW UP....stop being so immature.....Guys and girls can hang out u noee.....

Im sorry if i seem hostile ....its mainly bcuz im fustrated with ppl comin up 2 me and askin if im with ng jaz.......when i do get a BF ....u guys can see it in my blogg.....till then ....I GOT NO BF....& NG JAZ IS NOT MY BF.....

The Confusions.....

2006-09-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

THE CONFUSIONS....

Sometimes in my life .......confusion plays a major part of it....how well are ure skool results?, what does ure frens really think abt u? and .....does he feel the same way abt u?.....questions which have different answers each time u repeat it.....before u sleep or when u wake up......tat same confusion turns and plays in ure mind......some confusions 4 ppl are out of the 3 above are 2 out of 3 .....or 1 out of 3 ......mine .......is all of the above.....

skool results just terriflies me .....every 3 months exams , no matter how important it is,it always makes u question ureself......can u excel in it.....confusion does'nt give u a straight answer .....it toils in the depths of ure mind making it hard 4 u to decide.........

Frens r more trickier than exams .......in exams its u who has to make the effort but frens.....u have ppl who U have to decide to be called as "ure frens"......my frens r all gr8t but i cant help but wonder .....wat r they really thinking behind those pasted on smiles....???.....do they really enjoy ure company or they jus bare it so they can benefit 4rm ure frenship......???.....some frens call themselves frens but they have'nt even "hung out" with u 4 more than a year.....is tat person the same person a year ago or has tat person........changed????

My most biggest confusion.....the same confusion tat plays in my head 24/7.....the kind of confusion tat has fogged my mind since ...i can remember.....Does he like u or ......not????......at the age i'm in now....ppl would always think......"ure too young ...u don't noe how it works.....".....if tats how we r suppose to be then y r soo many teens (some as young as 10 years old) feeling the desire to "like" somebody.... if we are sooo young y do we feel dis way.......???

I have liked dis person 4 .....quite some time now.....he does'nt noe it and it jus kills me inside 4 waiting 4 tat person 2 tell me tat he likes me too......but it jus....never happens.....we r gud frens......but i feel tat i like him more than a fren.....in my mind im thinkin he sure does'nt like me, 4 sooo many reasons y he doesnt like me,......this is where the confusion comes in.....somewhere i don't noe where I have dis "false hope" playing tat he likes me too.....Y do i feel this way??????.....wat have i done 2 deserve dis pain tat makes me wait until he says something tat will make me move on....instead of playing tat same confusion over and over again.....

I cant let out my fustrations in arts cuz i suk at drawing and i cant sing it out
bcuz of my never-ending soar throats and singin is the only gud thing i can do without causing any attention to myself.....the only thing i CAN do is ......writing dis blog.....my confusions r a never-ending cycle .....but i guess tats th bittersweet of my life.... But I hope tat if tat person (if he is reading dis blog) tells me how he really feels soon .....I can't let these confusions, no ,I WON'T let it make my life a living hell but it would teach me to jump up again and go on with life instead of moaning at it.....Now im gonna jus smile at every bad or gud things tat come my way.....=) <3

All Dressed Up!!!!

2006-08-31T00:50:00.000+08:00

Today was the celebration 4 MERDEKA!!!!!!! (although its a day b4 the actual day)
2 day we had 2 have dis Pakaian Tradisional compettition in skool and we had 2 dress up.....so like my previous post i partnered up with Kieran (teachers choice).....soooo went 2 skool early again and we still could not get the posses rite....of course we worried again.....

ok.....i will skip all the way 2 the part of the day where we had 2 go on stage.....by then Kieran and I had figured out wat we were gonna do......the Girls dressed up .....sooo like the rest of the remaining time....ppl were like complementing on each other which was alll true commentsss.....i like complements .....alll positive energy.....

ok well wat ppl were wearin.....
I was wearin a Baju Kebaya which was Blue and Black....
Boon mun was wearin a Red Cheongsam ( which was sooo freakin sexy on her)
Kara wore a Baju Kebaya also which was PINKKKK!!!!!! ( she hates the colour but had 2 wear it no choice)
Shikin was also wearin a Baju Kebaya which was Green and Blue...(my baju Kebaya skirt was shikin's and kara's BK was shikin's 2)
Estelle wore a Blue Cheongsam .....(but she din get 2 do the catwalk bcuz of the STUPID TEACHER!!!! sayin it was too short)
Sook Zu also wore a cheongsam but in Blackkk....(also din get 2 walk cuz of STUPID TEACHER AGAIN!!!! obviously the teacher has no sense of style watsoever...)
Li wei,hillary,michelle ,wai hsin and ry-ann alll wore SARI.....(in diff colourss)

Now the guys turn....
Kieran wore a Baju Melayu and it was in GOLD ( real cool)
Ierfan and Ian Fan wore BM's also but in diff colourss (by the way Ierfan and Ian r not the same person ....though their names sound the same.....*ironic*)
Ka Hoe wore a White Samfoo......(which he looked good in....)
Chang weng and Jack wore samfoo's but in diff colour
Seng loh wore a BM in Grey if im not mistaken (he looked sooo adorable in ittt.....awww)

mostly all the Girls looked damn sexy while the guys looked better than usual.....(some were good-looking)
it was all cool and then (DUMDUMDUM!!!)
it was the fashion show......and lucky me I was up 1st with Kieran...
when the music went on and we were goin up the stairs (thank goodness the songs were Techno)......the crowd went totally LOUDDD!!!!! ppl were cheerin and stuff and as the rest went ....the crowd was literally screamingggg!!!!!!!
it was soooo coolll.....and then it all ended with the patriotic songgsss....(Keranamu,Tanggal 31)as we went home guys and girls were all complementing all of us......and surprisingly guys were complementing me.....( real weird ....but i liked itt) but all the guys were damn disappointed when neither Estelle or Sook Zu got on stage.....they all said tat they would really loved 2 "see" them on stage......(typical guyss)
the day was totally awesome and i sincerely say dis All the guys and girls in the Fashion Show looked totally HOTTT!!!!!!!!
The pics 4rm the Fashion show will be posted ASAP as soon as i get it 4rm Nurshikin......(thx lotssss nurshikin)

and now i bid all of u GUDNITE!!!!......(by the way thx u GUYs who complemented the GIRLS 4 1nce!!!!!!.......should say it more oftennn!!!!!!!!!!!) :) <3

2006-08-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

RESPECT THE FISH!!!!

today is like any normal day.....went to skool early just 2 practise 4 MERDEKA DAY tradisional clothes competittion ......learning where 2 go and just cooperating with the partner.......since im wearin Baju Kebaya 2morrow im paired up with....(drum rolll pls).......
kieran!!!!
not my 1st choice but hey its better than a total stranger.....then RINGGG!!!!!!!!!!!....skool starts......the day jus passes 4rm then .....on tuesdays my fave time is....POL...Meranti class always comes 2 our class 2 have POL sooo it was fun as usual.....then REHATT!!!!
goin 2 the canteen normal as ever ....and i was hangin out at the usual spot then i see kokweng who was sitting in between dhilip and ian they all looked deep in thought (which u don rarely see in goofballs like them)

well after awhile kok weng goes back 2 his normal goofy and weird self while surprisingly dhilip is stillll......deep in thought....after asking countless times "y soo sad???" I gave up and glanced at the table opposite ours.....kok weng sitting next 2 suet yun and joanna so i jus went over and kacau them......

kok weng
shaun
carol

carol i wan u 2 meet Ms Yang (joanna),Ms Wong (amanda) and Ms Lai (kelly)
haloo im fish (being really weird )
Fish??? oh ok then i wan u 2 meet my "slave"......EH SLAVE!!!!
eh machan ....who u callin slave huh....???!!!
say ello to FISH!!!!
y u call me slave .....im not ure slave lah....i don need 2 noe fishy i alredi noe her.....!!!!
EH RESPECT THE FISHHH!!!!!
ya...!!!!
wat????
RESPECT THE FISHHH!!!
RESPECT THE FISHHHH!!!!!

and tats pretty much how the convo wentt.....pretty weird i noe....actually we all noe each other like joanna,amanda and kelly...its just kok weng being his joker selff......dont worry shaun wasnt really shoutin or anythin .....1 thing about shaun is tat he always like to say the word "Machan"......sometimes he thinks he is like the DJ's Rudy and Jayjay.....(which idolizes) *LOL*

**should go 2 sleep rite nowww*****NITEZZZ***

2006-08-27T22:36:00.001+08:00

my SIC Youth Outreach Team......(Love them lotsss)

wow....this is like my 1st blog entry...and it jus started as a boring day.....2day wanted 2 go to church (yes i noe i noe i seem real religious but im not ......not so much anyway).....but NO my dad instead din wake me up early and i din go.....man its a sin .....well putting tat aside .....i went to my SIC youth outreach Team practice which i always have fun at.....I love them to bitsss......then basically came bak and had a family dinner with my aunts and it wass........well kinda dull...the food was the only gud thing in tat dinner......hahaha and now here i am......bloggin 4 the 1st time.....pretty lame ....sorry ppl mayb the next blog entry will be better....patients im still gettin used to it.....hahahhaha